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My Story

My yoga journey began around 25 years ago and yoga has been a huge part of my life since, it's become a lifestyle, a practice and a love.  Yoga has taken me in my different directions of discovery and I am honoured to be able to share all that I've learned and experienced with others. I know how much yoga has helped me, in more ways than I ever thought possible and in 2018 I took my first Yoga Teacher Training so that I could learn even more and pass on this gift to others.

The yogic path is a beautiful opportunity to learn and love and build a better life for us all.  The word Yoga means union or to yoke, and I believe despite our differences, we all have this in common we want to live a better life. In this we can unite, learn and grow together. We are always learning, and evolving, and even with over half a life time of experience I am constantly humbled by what I discover. The Dalai Lama said that he considered himself a beginner and lived with a beginners mindset, because you cannot possibly ever know it all and to think that you do is really rather boring and almost like saying 'I know it all, the End'.

Based in Middlesbrough and delivering classes and events in and around the Teesside area, my offerings range from small group classes to corporate sessions in the workplace, 1 to 1 sessions, special themed events, and when the weather is suitable I absolutely love doing Yoga outdoors, especially by the sea. I love to dance and move in ways of exploring the body and all that it can do, so expect some sessions to have intuitive movement practice and maybe dance too. Step on to the mat and in to your body. It's a gift to explore and live vibrantly in.  Read more below......

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loves...

In no particular order.....

sea, being in the sea, on the sea or by the sea, yoga, crocheting, surfing, paddle boarding, surf-skating, salsa dancing, any dancing, chanting, silly people, family, friends, being upside down, swimming, meditation, snuggling, meeting new folks, car rides, plane rides, train rides, riding my bike, dressing up, dogs, chips, experimental cooking, shoes, car boot sales, rummaging, sunrise, sunset, bare feet, sandy toes, spring & summer, changing seasons, red wine & tequila not together, belly laughs, beach fires, making things including a mess....

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soul journey

In 2011 I took redundancy from full time work in events.  I didn't have a plan as such it just seemed the right thing to do at the time.  I also taught fitness classes alongside this and dabbled in photography too, and I loved yoga.

Before this though my yoga journey and I suppose soul journey began. My first ever yoga class was in a female only gym on a Sunday morning, with a male teacher dressed in hippy pants and I remember absolutely loving it although feeling rather out of my comfort zone with all that heavy breathing stuff.  I remember trying to control fits of giggles, but I something really resonated with me that was kind of the start.  So I guess.....Atha Yoga Anushasanam for me began in 1997. I really had no idea how big a part of my life it would become. At first it was mostly about the physical practice and how it made my body feel, like it is for a lot of us to begin with. Working with the body is the easiest layer if you like to work with so it's often the starting point. 

If I couldn't get to a class I would practice at home, or follow Barbara Currie videos, yes VHS too, and then discovered the amazing and inspiring Shiva Rea. I travelled in 2001 & 2006 and went to yoga in New Zealand & Australia. 

Back to 2011............

After taking redundancy I continued doing part time work teaching classes and picking up bits of photography work, then everything changed.  I'd also just taken up surfing, despite a huge fear of drowning something called me to that, but one day sort of out of the blue I had all these problems with my hip.  As a child I had surgery on my hips, but I was fit, active, strong, I danced, I surfed my life was full of activity. & then boom! Taken down one day, it seemed to happen so quickly, blind-sided, devastated, in severe pain, unable to walk, I was eventually diagnosed with a tear in my hip, and a nerve impingement and osteo-arthritis. I was 37 years young and I didn't take to this too well. But I'm stubborn and after a comment from an occupational therapist who was meant to be helping my return to work  along the lines of 'but how do you think you can be a fitness instructor with an arthritic hip' I decided this was not the end but instead the start of me figuring out how to get strong again, and see what I could do.  I rehabilitated myself, and believe a huge part of that was my yoga practice too. And so the love of Yoga grew even more. It helped me navigate not just physically but mentally the challenges I was having. I had wanted to do a yoga teacher training course for a while but I talked myself out of it because of the hip.  Then I met a teacher offering 200hrs YTT and after talking to him I turned my hip in to a reason to do the training rather than a reason not to do it.  So, in a long convoluted way, that brings us kind of to now.  I've been guiding others on their yoga journey since 2018 and I'm learning and growing alongside and from all the students I am fortunate enough to meet and guide. 

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sea journey

Well this is a funny old thing, because as a child I had a huge fear of drowning, my dad broke his neck in a swimming pool when I was a kid and I was there at the time.

After that I never was confident in the water again, I didn't swim much at all and would never go out of my depth, ever.  It's fair to even say I was terrified.  But one day I just had this urge, calling, whatever it was to start swimming, and then to surf. It was something I thought seemed so cool, and said i'd love to do it. I don't think I really wanted to it was just something I'd say looked good, you know the sort of thing.

Then for a team building day with my old job I found myself suggesting a surf lesson. HUH? Like where the hell did that idea come from? It was madness. But off we went, 10 of us from the team I was in, and had a surf lesson. I was scared stiff, but I went back and then when I took redundancy I bought a surf board. I spent 4 yrs flailing about in the white water never wanting to take my size 3 feet off the ground, honestly!!!! Then I had a little breakthrough and I progressed, and well me and sea we have a funny relationship, the ocean gives and takes and whops your backside and takes no prisoners, but I keep going back for more. 

Then in 2020, lockdown is to blame for a lot, I started jogging after 9 years not jogging because of the hip, on the beach. 1 morning it was so warm and sunny I threw myself in the sea for a dip to cool off. Then every week the same thing, just on my own and sometimes with a friend holding my robey or towel on the beach.  I remember thinking people who swam in cold water must be a bit mad but there I was doing just that. For almost a year by myself, all through the winter too, I'd still jog sometimes or just drive there and psyche myself up, it felt like if I could get in that water I could do anything, and my hip always seemed to feel better as well as the wonders it did for my mind. In 2019 I had started doing yoga sessions on the beach which stopped for a while when we weren't allowed to get together much any more but eventually I started the beach yoga again and managed to convince some others to join me in a dip after the class. A gorgeous little collective of people as mad as me and loving the sea was formed.  All different ages and shapes and sizes sharing a love of this cold water thing.  I don't want to call it therapy, I know some do and make all sorts of claims but when I'm asked why I do it, or what do I get from it, my answer is usually 'try it and see'
My love of the ocean is as vast and deep as it is, if I can't be in it I want to be near it at least. Some things we cannot explain and for me this is one of them, where it comes from I don't know, no-one else in my family has this pull to the sea.  But I actually don't need to know why or how, I feel and I trust and I go with that.

& that can be very freeing for the soul.

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